Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Just as a phoenix rises from the ashes.....

Oh lovies, where do I even begin!?!

I have so much to share with you!

On my last post, I shared how I have really been struggling these past couple of months. Although I kept it pretty basic in describing what I was going through, Iʻll just let you know that almost a week ago, I was at the end of my rope, praying for a miracle.

That miracle happened in the form of a doctorʻs visit. From there, I began taking medication to help with low thyroid. Not even a week has passed and the changes I am feeling in my body and mind have been amazing.....praise worthy! I just randomly squeal because I can feel my joy begin bubbling up inside of me once more :)

A definite realization that changes are taking place happened for me, today, as I was on my hands and knees, scrubbing my tiny studio apartment. Wow! Up up until now, had been feeling too tired and depressed to do more than come home from work, eat, and sleep. Now, that being said, today was my day off. But previously, even on my days off, I felt no motivation to DO anything. I was in a dark place.

And now the sun has come streaming into my life once more!

I know there will be difficulties ahead as there will always be but the difference has come in how I respond to those difficulties.

The long, dark night has given way to the day. This little bird has found that her wings still work and now Iʻm going to try them out and see just how high I can really fly :)

I love you with all of my heart!